Lycoris (lycorislaramie) wrote,

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So things haven't been going so well. I'm still ahead of schedule, as far as I can tell, but just barely. I don't know what's going on, but I've just been ridiculously unmotivated. I have become obsessed with ohnotheydidnt for absolutely no reason, and I check it every ten minutes or so because it is so strangely addicting. It's really a problem. But I can't stop. I've only made my word count two days in the past week, and THAT'S NOT GOOD. Plus, my story is severely lacking in plot again, so I'll have to flail around coming up with plot points at the last minute.

*sigh* And my room is a disgusting freakin mess. There are dishes that should have been washed days ago and all kinds of crap that needs to be put away. I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK. I love NaNo, I really do, but I'm too stubborn to give up now and it's starting to impact all areas of my life.

Plus, I'm just not as excited about this story as I was when I first started. It's not really turning out the way I wanted and the characters are starting to abandon me. :[ Guess I've been working them too hard. Tomorrow afternoon, after class is over and chores are done and dishes are washed and packing is started, I am going to devote a couple of hours to my story. And I will block the internets so I cannot be sucked into ONTD.

Oh well. I am determined to win, and I have a week to write 19,000 words. That's less than 3000 words a day. I CAN DO DIS.
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