Okay, so it's not that extreme right now, but I definitely have butterflies and sometimes it's hard to catch my breath. I really don't know why I'm so excited, but it probably has something to do with the fact that this is a brand new novel. New characters, new stories, new adventures. I've only known about this story for a few weeks, so there are still plenty of things left open-ended, and it's frightening and amazing all at once.
Eeeeek. I still need to finish my Russian essay so I don't have to worry about that this weekend. And then I need to find ways to distract myself so I a) don't start early by accident, or b) have a major NaNo-related breakdown because I suddenly realize that my story is complete crap and needs to be rewritten from scratch.
Okay. Russian. Then novel. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~