And of course, my novel is still only half-planned. But, I've made my peace with that. Mostly. I think I really do need to just give into the characters and let them take over the story. I have no plot, but according to Chris Baty that is no problem and I am a-okay (still have to read more of No Plot? No Problem!, mer...).
So yeah, I've already wasted too much energy freaking out about this. I've settled for uneasy indifference. Like, "Yeah, NaNo's starting in three days...heh...heh...*twitch*...I'm cool wit dat."
Anyway, I must be off.